My imagination awakens from a long hibernation and the responsible doesn't seem to have the slightest idea. I watch from afar, my hero,my sunshine and my muse. Standing here with me, your beautiful smile washes all my insecurities away and you have no idea that even simply acknowledging my meaningless presence can make my troubles disappear entirely. From the moment you came into my life you turned it a complete 180. All my life I have lived under a mask hiding the real me from everyone even myself. Drowning in a sea of my own lies, the line between my desire and that of others was so blurred to point I lived for all but myself. I considered supposed friends acquaintances, too scared to be used and cast away until you forced your way into my life. I remember hating you for invading my personal space but now I am forever grateful. You pulled me out of that deep dark hole and brought me to the light.
Slowly I became dependent on you and I don't know if I will ever be able to let go. To me you will always be the angel that saved my from myself. I'm certain you aren't aware you are the first person I allowed into my life, you don't need to. I only wish you will be there with me on my journey,
as I find my place in the world. I don't expect anything from you for I no right so even if you leave me I will always support you for only I know where you have taken me from that even when I was at my limit you were always there to help me, now whatever you do know that I will always have your back.
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